Aunt Beck,

I’m not even sure where to begin, this doesn’t feel real at all. I shouldn’t be writing a memory on a wall for you. I should be calling you and hearing you answer with “mmmyelllow”.  This is so unfair and my heart is so broken for Mouse and the boys. The love that you all share is so beautiful and a forever unbreakable kind of love. 

I wish I was sitting with you on the couch, playing MonopolyGo or talking about our favorite tv shows. All I can think about is how your hugs were always my favorite and that even when you were going through a hard time, you still showed so much love and compassion for all of us. 

Some of my favorite memories growing up have you in them, from our sleepovers, you braiding my hair for dance, working at the shop together. You were there for me when I felt like I didn’t have anyone and it meant the world to me. 

I’m going to miss trips to Seattle, going to Wheelers when you were in Idaho, you making me drinks so strong I was tipsy after a couple sips. I drove by pool noodles and started sobbing. I wish we could go back two years and be driving around looking for them and just chatting. I wish I would get a random call from you giving me life advice. I’m going to miss so many things about you Aunt Beck but I just miss you the absolute most.  I would do anything for one more phone call, one more hug, one more anything. My heart hurts more than I thought was possible. I love you forever Aunt Butt Butt.  ❤️

Mousie,

Your mama was the best mama. She had the biggest heart, corniest jokes and sweetest laugh. Everyone who knew her loved her because how could you not. I know she is watching over you and the boys. You were her biggest and most proudest blessing. Her whole world revolved around you and your babies. I know this is not easy at all but know you have a village that loves you and your boys and who loved your mama more than words. I love you and your boys so much. I’m here for you always ❤️

Love always, 

Nana

Becky, there are no words to describe your absence.  My heart aches for your loss!

You are not just my friend but my sister and confidant.  I am grateful the Lord allowing me to be part of  your journey, you are a beautiful soul that has touched so many of us in so many ways.  You always gave to anyone in need with an open heart and never waited for anything in return.   I love and miss you tremendously everyday.I have only felt pain for loss of a loved one in this lifetime 2 times and that has been my baby boy and you, it really sucks.  I will forever hold you tight in my heart and our memories together will be cherished.   You did an amazing job and raising Mousie to be a great, loving, kind, independent, responsible and strong women. 

Mousie you and the boys will always have a place in our home, please know I am here for you.

This is not a good bye my dear sister, it's until we meet again....

Aunt Becky,

This still doesn’t feel real. To all of us you have always been larger than life, and the one we all knew we could go to in a time of need. You always had the biggest, kindest heart. 

When I think back on all the great memories with you I would have to say one of my favorites was when you and I hung out in Seattle. We went to a sushi place called Village sushi that was no bigger than a single car garage it seemed, but to this day I can’t eat sushi without comparing it to that place. After that we went to the mariners stadium store and I bought some merch. We then ended the day with pikes place market and the space needle. With all those fun activities combined, didn’t even come close to just spending time with you!

Mouse,

Your mom was one of the greatest humans on this planet! We were all blessed with her in our life, and she blessed us with you! I love you more than words can describe. You and your sons bring a smile to my face just thinking about you guys. You are an amazing, loving, beautiful, and caring person and mother! Nothing said or done can ever replace what you have lost, but just know as your mama was there for everyone in a time of need. So are we here for you for the rest of time!

I love you and miss you so much aunt Becky, just know your family and friends will always make sure mouse and the boys have a rock to lean on just as you were the rock for so many in life!

Aunt Becky,

One of my favorite memories of you was when we met up with you on our honeymoon. You took us around to so many amazing places and had a story for every single one. It was one of the best ways to end our trip. It was such a pleasure to spend time with you.

 Every time I heard you were coming to Idaho I remember always screaming “YES!!!”. Everyone was so happy when you were visiting. I loved hearing your stories & I loved watching you interact with your grand babies. The love you have for those boys is absolutely beautiful. 

I’m going to miss so many things about you but most of all I’m going to miss your laugh. It was so joyous and it always made me smile.

Malysha, I loved your Mom so much and I love you & your babies so much. I’m here for you always ❤️

I am so sorry for the loss of Becky. She was such a sweet gentle soul, always welcoming. My heart and prayers go out Malysha, her sons, Bonnie, Veronica and James, MaryAnn, Dorothy and Jennifer. She is definitely a true angel who is now with her daddy.

Heartfelt prayers to all.❤️

My sweet big sister. What do I say? How do I say what I am feeling when all the words I can come up with are so insignificant? My heart is broken and I feel like I can’t breathe. A beautiful light has been taken from our world and we are lost without you. The last two years were some of my favorite; I felt like we were closer than ever before. I am so thankful you were my big sister and I hope you know how loved and appreciated you were. Forever in my heart.

Your baby sister.