Here I am at 2:00am reading every sweet word everyone has to say about Matt. With every one of those words my heart aches a little more. I don't think there are words that could express who Matt was or how he carried himself with such true integrity. If even half of the people in this world would move through life, treat people the way he did, and showed the true compassion that he had for people, this world would be peaceful, accepting and full of kindness and love.
Matt was not only my colleague, but someone that I called friend. I "think" he knew how special he was to me, but I have SO MUCH regret for not telling him exactly how and why he was so important to me. Matt supported me. He saw me. He saw that I worked hard. He saw right through me when I tried to act like things were "ok." He would always ask..."Everything OK?" It seemed every time I got upset and stormed out of my office, he was there. He was there to encourage me, to make me want to keep going, to fight the battle(s) I was facing. He saw me.
With Matt there was no separation between Full-time Faculty, Part-time Faculty, Classified Staff, Administration. No group was "better" than the other. To Matt, we were all just HUMANs. He treated us all the same. No, he wasn't perfect. He often turned in schedules late, evaluations late, etc. Because, guess what...he was HUMAN! But the way he treated people should somehow put into words and developed into curriculum to be offered as a degree at every college. This world lost Matt Clark...WE lost Matt Clark. There will never be another MATT CLARK!!! ONE IN A MILLION$$$$
Teri, Diane and Ryan...thank you. Thank you for sharing Matt with us. I know Ryan. I met Diane once, maybe twice. Teri, we have not met...at least that I can remember. But, I already see that you have some of the same qualities that Matt had. The fact that you are responding to each note/memory is so incredible and kind. If I just lost my "person," I would be curled up in a ball in bed. It shows that you too have the same integrity and likely the reason Matt loved you so deeply.
Matt will forever be one of the most influential people that helped form the person that I am today. I will live the rest of my life with intention to live it the "Matt Clark Way." I will cherish every chat, every word of advice and each and every memory.
Love and Miss you Matt!
Joan Penning