Derek, they say the days get easier with time. Not sure that is the case. They seem to get harder. I’m missing hearing your voice, getting a text or phone call from you. Yesterday I picked up my phone and was getting ready to call you. When I realized I couldn’t I broke down and cried my eyes out. So, instead I went and grabbed your urn and held you close to my heart and proceeded to tell you what I wanted to call you about. I miss you so much and hate that I will never hear your voice again or see you here on this earth. I wanted so badly to hear your voice for just a moment. I know that you’re in Heaven with our family and you’re no longer in pain, you have a perfect body again. You were always perfect to me! I will forever miss spending our birthdays together again along with our annual Thanksgivings at your sisters house and Christmas too. I will miss having you at my wedding and being a part of it. Son, just know that I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH! I look forward to all our family being together again. Until we meet again my precious son.
Love you with all my heart and soul,
Mom
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