I am so sorry I couldnāt post anything sooner; Iāve been ill since the 4th of February, just recovered within the last week, and then out of sheer necessity back to work. Sigh⦠and with such a heavy heart⦠I was at work on the morning of Feb. 2nd, when my cell phone pinged, causing me to glance over at it on my side desk...Colleagues heard an audible howl come from my work space.. Visceral, and, despite the assumed inevitability of it all, still shocking when the final actually happened.. Yet I had to hang on through a long day, then made it home and could finally let go into big baby sobs - like when I lost my mother - the tears didn't stop for a long time that evening, flooded with memories (... flashbacks... like old photos rolling past...) ... the haunted houses we explored in an open field, sure we'd found something significant for the authorities; The Monkees - Micky Dolenz vs Davy Jones, choreographing routines to every song on their first album, and making Mrs. Zahn (sweet, patient Bev) be our audience....Ripping our fake & plastic 88-cents-store fingernails off in pre-teen hysteria during the live concert (yes, the Monkees, not those Beatles...). Tears of angst and joy streaming down. (Kids, ask your Aunt Kathy what she recalls.. I hope she still holds some fun memories... Please forgive me, Kath, for drawing devil-horns on Mickey's girlfriend's (Samantha, the British model...) photo in your room - I'd give anything back for the time lost while we, well, mainly me, I, stopped speaking to you!)Ā Nevertheless, a lot of precious fun and innocent times, for sure.
I will always love my childhood friend Colleen, and dear sisters Kathy and Tracey. Ditto for Bev and Dick, and Chet and his family, too.
On the 2nd, I had to stop and write down some thoughts in my work calendar, copied herein:
Tuesday, February 1, 2022
Colleen Autumn Zahn
Dear, Dear Cherished Friend;
Blessings, God Speed:
What a wonderful and divine life youāve had. I will always cherish and miss our times as kids, and as young adults.
Give my love to your Precious Beloveds, Bev and Tracey, and of course that includes dear Susie (Sutterlin; sister-in-law) and others whose names I do not have, and, to My Mother (āJerreyā) ā who is so happy to see you!!
To Her Family and Friends: Every blessing, and my deepest heart-felt Love and Sympathies to beloved and gifted Kathy; AND to the lights of Colleenās life - both who are so sweet, adorable, brilliant and beloved beyond words: to Landon and to Autumn - she shared that her greatest regret is ultimately not being here any longer physically to look after you and share in your ongoing lives over the ensuing years. Every mother's greatest fear and worry. It's right now likely a small comfort, but over time you'll realize how close she is still with you, and always will be. Always. Through thick and thin. She's in your DNA, your souls. She's truly an angel of even greater power now. Celebrate in that!
To Colās sweet nephews and niece, (forgive me, I don't recall names at the moment) - know she adores and loves you all; and of course last but not least, to awesome, brilliant, intrepid, uber-accomplished Chet (āJeetersā); and Colās father, Richard (Dick)... And to all of Colās many long-time new and valued friends in her many years of married life as Wife, Mother, Friend and Beyond...:
How fortunate and blessed to have her in this realm as long as you did. We are ALL blessed to have known, loved and cherished Colleen...(despite I'm using past-tense here, there IS a future, as Love (Life, essence of) never dies, but evolves,...
Divine. Sacred. ETERNAL. šš¹ā¤
"Debbie" King