I'm incredibly saddened at the news of losing Charlie. I hadn't spoken to Charlie for a few years, but the loss is difficult to put into words.
I can't remember the first time Charlie and I spoke, but I fondly remember all my time spent with him. He's someone who was present either directly or adjacently through most of my key adolescent years, and whose presence in my life helped shaped primary parts of who I am today.
My freshman year of high school, my best friends and I ended up in different lunch periods, and I didn't know very many people. This ended up being a blessing, because it gave me the ability to make more best friends: Charlie was one of the people who immediately welcomed me to his lunch table, and we clicked very quickly. Being a socially anxious kid, this felt like nothing short of a miracle at the time.
As we hung out, I found that Charlie had a rare combination of qualities of being incredibly intelligent, artistically creative, and hilariously funny -- maybe most importantly, he was someone who would always take the time to listen to you when you were hanging out. His approach to logical problem solving is something that still inspires me now, but that's not nearly as important as how I feel about his creativity.
Charlie was the first person to ever record music that Nick Zamora and I wrote; when he said he also wanted to write with us, he became the electronic/technical wizard behind the "band" Days In Ruin and contributed to most of the music we released. Seeing him work on our material was something that inspired me to look into music production myself, and long after high school, I would occasionally reach out to ask him production questions (in fact, we remained in contact fairly regularly until around 2018/2019, calling each other and talking about art, music, and technology once every few months).
I remember the pride I felt the day that I sent him a song asking for feedback and he said "You've surpassed me in everyway, this is amazing! It sounds great. You should be proud. That's my feedback :)" I disagree that I knew more than him, but to receive acknowledgement from the person who showed me the way was huge, and his words have stuck with me when I feel creative self-doubt. Now, I think of him when I hear certain synthesizer tones, melodic compositions, or listen to certain bands he introduced me to.
Most importantly, Charlie was a friend. Many others who wrote here can capture his personality better than I can, but he was always present. As I've gotten older, I've seen that basic compassion is something that can easily get lost in translation; for Charlie, this was never the case. We played pranks on each other and on our friends; we'd get food and play video games; we were kids living our lives, without a care in the world.
As we grew up, Charlie supported me. When I said I was looking for work during college, he connected me with his father, Bill, who was my first boss (a job I look back on fondly). I am still appreciative to this day of the chance/risk the Hron Weigle family took on a kid with no background in the field at all, as it helped set me up for success in my career today.
The final time I saw Charlie in person was a few years before COVID hit. We were able to recapture some of the nostalgic, high school days when we were catching up. I'm very grateful that I had that time with him. We had a few texts in 2018 about music, which I've been running through as I write this -- as usual, we bounced around from jokes, to music critique, to psychology and existential philosophical discussion. That was and will always be Charlie to me. I wouldn't have it any other way.
My heart hurts for this loss, and I am sending my best wishes and condolences to Charlie's friends and family. There's a lot of love for Charlie and always will be.