I miss you more than you’ll ever know words cannot even be into describe the way I feel with you being gone I still feel like it’s a bad dream that I can’t wake up from.  Not Vegas by the not on my mind I don’t think of you. It’s been really hard without you being here ever ever be would’ve realized the things that you were trying to teach me than what  I did.. I guess it’s just that German and you know we’re hardheaded I love and miss you so much dad in the past four years has been a complete nightmare. I swear I miss you more and more every day the kids ask about you and it breaks my heart, because they do understand they’re old enough to know now, but they still tell me how much they miss you and love you they wish they could see you again, and I just explained to them that we will all see him in one day. We just don’t know that will be. But I always tell them you’ll always be in their hearts and you’re watching over them & keeping them safe. We miss you so much. 

Love you,

Babygirl 💙💙💙

Tomorrow makes 3 years that you will have been gone. It still doesn’t seem real. It’s like I’m in a bad dream and can’t wake up. I feel like you’re not really gone you’re just somewhere far & your phone isn’t getting a signal. I hate that I can’t pick up the phone and call you or hang out at the house & work on your old cars with you. I miss that more than you know. When I see a 57 Chevy driving around or any of the cars that you had, I always catch myself looking for you in them.. hoping maybe I’ll see you. Dad I miss you more then I can begin to try to put into words.. I know God must have really needed your help up in heaven, calling you home so soon. Your wings were ready but my heart was not. I love you Dad so much. Forever in my heart is where I’ll hold you. Until I see you again 🪽💙 

.Babygirl.