There are no words to express how deeply sorry I am for your pain. I am absolutely heartbroken and so sorry for the unexpected loss of my step son. I will always remember how kind, generous you are. I wish there had been more time to say goodbye. There is so painful and unfair and I am holding you close in my thoughts forever.
Planes! When I board any flight, I text the flight details to Andy. He got very excited about Boeing 747s. After a while, the type of plane could get repetitive but I always think of Andy when I see or board a plane.
Sincere condolences to family and friends. Please lean on the Most High, the Father of tender mercies and the God of all comfort who comforts us in all our trials. (2 Cor 1:3) God understands your pain and will provide the comfort you need. Do not hesitate to pour out your heart to Him in prayer.