Kolt and Caeden, I love you both immensely. Sometimes life is very unfair and I’m so sorry your mom’s passing has been overshadowed by the chaos it has been. Please know I will always be here to love and support you. I will walk to the ends of the earth to protect you both and give you the lives you both deserve. You will always have a safe place and a warm embrace. I’m so incredibly sorry for this loss. 

Mom, I cannot even begin to imagine the pain you must feel losing a child. It is not the progression of life we envision as we embrace our babies and watch them grow. She is finally at peace and with Dad, surrounded by all the love she so freely gave to others. I will always be here for you and the boys so that no one walks this path of grief and mourning alone. I love you tremendously. 

Amber has always been the one to reach out and help anyone she could for as long as I've known her. Her boys have always been forever welcomed wherever they went. The countless times kolten has come to just sit and hang out. The countless times amber herself would just sit and hangout. Caeden coming by asking "mom here?" "Of course she is come on in!" We all became a family. I lost my father and a cousin back to back and not long after that amber lost her father and was visibly hurt. Her heart was broken. She'd come over and tell us stories about her dad playing the spoons. I even remember kolten trying it. After all this amber texts me tells me she wants to come by and talk. Of course the door was open but the conversation wasn't expected. She sat down and told me "I know your kids are coming home and you need more space for all of you. Since I just lost my dad I know my mom needs me and I'd like to give you guys my trailer and me and the boys go stay with my mom." That's exactly what happened. She gave me the keys to her trailer and she moved in with her mother to help her out. Amber's heart will always be one in a million. There's so many memories we've made with her and the boys and those will never be forgotten. I hope your family knows that I will be here in any way possible! I love you amber please watch over us all but post important watch over those babies of yours I know they need it now more than ever 💞💞