Trey, we weren't as close now than when we was younger. But that didnt make the pain of losing you any easier. As a kid, I use to look up to you and just wanted to be as amazing as you was. You would make me cereal and watch Cheetah girls with me. I missed those times so much. I am so mad that you are gone because it feel like I have an empty hole and that a piece of me is missing. I want you to come back to me so much. I want to pinch my cheeks and call me moomoo. I want you to eat with me at Canisius. I want to hear you talk me. i want you to hug and say you love me. I want my brother because life doesn't feel complete without you. Even though I am heartbroken that you are gone, I am so happy that you are not in pain anymore. I am so happy you are at peace. I just wish you could of stay and still be out of pain. I have to accept that you are not coming back. You are in heaven with dlo, Grandpa, and all are other relatives that passed. Be happy in heaven. Bye Trey.