I was shocked when I heard the news of Vans passing.. I am gonna just share a little message of some things I will never forget: Van! This is hard to believe I’m just now figuring this out. You’ve already been gone for two months. I hope you’re in heaven and looking down and saying look it’s the Ditzy chick from the lake. And I’ll never forget you throwing in Mud At me at the lake. We always had had at the lake. (This is where the ditzy chick from lake comes from, I live at the lake). You always knew how to make anyone laugh no matter if they were in a bad mood or if they were. If I had known that you were going to leave this earth so soon I would’ve taking you up on coming and seeing you. I can still hear you saying “hay” Hay is for horses. I can always here saying yeah and that’s real nice. You may have always picked on me. I never understood why you did pick on me so much. But I guess it could been because you actually liked me. You were always such a kind person that a twisted sense of humor. I am goin miss your laugh. I will miss the fact you were really the only person who understood why I am the way towards my parent. But before you left this earth did you at least remember to wipe the mayonnaise off the door handle. I will never forget you Van! I will always love you! You will be in my heart forever!