This has been a painful, lonely journey.
I never show my emotions to others. All I wanted to do was scream. Nothing came out. My son was of value. He deserved to be mourned and acknowledged.. TJ existed, he was unique, he had a great personality. He was witty smart, funny and had a laugh and smile that lit up a room. I will miss him to the day I die. He was my only child. He was the reason I tried to become the best mom I could. They say time heals all wounds. I do not see that happening. It’s been over a year and I can’t say his name out loud without falling apart. TJ, I loved you with all my heart. Every part of my body. This was not supposed to happen. We had so many plans. I will always protect your memory. I will always love you. A light went out when you left. Damn I miss you. You were important, you touched many people. I can’t wait to be with you.
Happy Birthday TJ. 10/15/25

TJ 2026 Merry Christmas Happy New Year I think of you everyday. Sometimes it just takes my breath away when I think of you and that your gone.