Its been 9 months today. I miss you so much. I wonder if you are happy. Are you flying? I would give up everything I own for just 10 seconds with you. I love you, Taryn.
Love, Mommy
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I am trying so hard, Lady Bug. Not sure how I am supposed to do this without you. I just don't understand how time has gone on???? Happy New Year, Taryn. I will try harder. I love you.
-Mommy
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Merry Christmas, Little Girl. We miss you and love you so much.
Love- mommy
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210 missed conversations. 420 missed hours of talking. 8 of your favorite days missed and almost to 9. 302400 minutes I have thought about you.
I miss you so much- love Mommy
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Happy Thanksgiving, Taryn. I am grateful to be your mommy and for our friendship. Most of all, I am grateful that I knew you. God gave me a very special gift when he created you. Thank you for being my daughter and my friend.
I love you, -Mommy
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Happy birthday, my little one. Thank you for 22 and a half years of amazing memories. I love you and miss you so so much.
Love, Mommy
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Happy 23rd birthday here from Thailand Taryn. I miss the way you look into my eyes mesmerizing to just look back at beauty. I miss your ugly little laugh because it made everything 10x funnier. I miss the nights we would just stay up past 3 talking, and you came to my house at 6😂. I miss taking our dogs out and going on trails. I miss hugging you, I hug my pillow every night and sometimes when I squeeze hard enough it feels like you for one second. I miss you Taryn and I hope to see you again. Happy birthday twin, so upset never will get to watch you celebrate your birthday. I hope I get to see you again and get you a gift as good as all the gifts you’ve gotten me. You were always the best gift giver.
I love you and miss you more than you could imagine.
Happy birthday twin.
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Your birthday is in 14 days. One of your very special friends text me yesterday and brought it up. You are just so wonderful! It seems quite a few of us are thinking about Nov 20.
I laughed at you the other day. You were reborn May 21st, right? You are a taurus/Gemini cusp! Still Taurus though! 😆😆😆😆
Ok.. ok! I will stop laughing. But it is only because I fear being a scorpio! Ugh!!
I miss you so much. All of us do, Taryn. I hope you are flying high and furious!
Love, mommy
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Taryn it still hurts. Even more now. Why has so much time passed. Taryn you are my other half. I feel empty since you’ve been gone and nothing will fill this. I miss you so much. I miss the way you made me laugh, I miss the way you would get mad at me and forgive me 5 minutes later. The good the great the bad I want it all back Taryn. My birthday passed and I didn’t get to hear you tell me. Happy birthday twin. We didn’t get to play 22 by Taylor swift and dance so stupid. I miss you so freaking much Taryn. Someone told me I’m lucky to spend time with someone so great to miss this heavily. But to me it wasn’t your time.
I miss you twin. Toodles.
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Please don't let another month pass. I am dreading 3 days from now. I will wake up October 21st and 5 months will have passed without you here. Why didn't the world stop when you did?
I miss you and love you.
Love, Mommy
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I noticed it was 7:39 yesterday on my way to work. I almost called you. You always called me around 7am. I started crying when I remembered that you weren't going to call me.... ever again.
The other day something funny happened. For a split second I couldn't wait to tell you about it... and then I realized..
I truly believe you are more alive than what you or anyone could ever be down here. It is just so hard to keep that in mind when I cant see you, hear you, or touch you. I have saved 4 months and 16 days worth of hugs. I can't wait to give them to you. I love and miss you so very much.
Love, Mommy
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Should I do bangs? Should I try the coconut coffee? Should I dig up the potatoes even though I don't think I should? What are your thoughts on huskypoos? Can you believe candy crush has an alien invasion now??? Yep! You know what that means!
It will be 4 months in a couple of days and I am still just as lost as the day you left.
Love,
Mommy
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Today always made you so proud.. I know you are smiling. It is a good day. We wish you here.. oh my goodness, how much we miss you and wish you were here! We love you.
- Mommy
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You left 3 months ago tomorrow. Grandma left 4 years ago today. I miss you both so much, Taryn. I hope your day is going as beautiful as you are. Smile in knowing how much we love you. Not one day passes without you being a part of it.
Love,
Mommy
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