I was devastated when my brother Troy called me to tell me our mom was gone. I didn’t answer the phone because deep down I knew what he was calling about, it was so early in the morning and I didn’t talk to my brother regularly at that point. So I cowardly texted him and when he responded I had a melt down. I cried for 6 hours straight I screamed I had a whole panic attack. Losing her meant there was never going to be the mother daughter relationship we always wanted