I miss you so much the words can't even explain

I miss you so much the words can't even explain

I miss you so much the words can't even explain

You were the closest thing to a dad that I’ve had the last 8 years… I’m still trying to process the fact that you’re gone… I’m regretting not taking the time out to come see you and talk to you like you wanted the last three weeks you were here… you and Roland both got me back into riding after I swore I wasn’t going to ever again and didn’t for four years… you gave me my first helmet…. You were the best papa a girl could have ever asked for for their daughter! I love and miss you so much dad…. This shit is hard af to even think about let alone believe… 

I'm so sorry for the loss of Steven. I'll always think of him whenever I'm riding my motorcycle, playing in a mud hole, or just hanging out with the kids around a bomb fire. You will be missed. You promised we were going on a road trip when you got out the hospital. You left and started our road trip without me. That's okay you got high and rest easy. Don't worry I will catch up with you one day for that trip. Much love to you and your family. You will be greatly missed. 

— with Me and dad