SMURF aka Steph! Your heart and soul shined brighter that any star could or ever will! You will be loved and missed daily!

Go fly in heavens and we will see each other again!

Until then, Rest and be in peace!

Love Badboy aka Jeff!

It has taken me over a month to collect myself even remotely enough to write this. My mother was the greatest woman I have ever known, flaws and all. She loved without hesitation and did her best to be there for us kids as we grew older, even when things weren’t the best. We may not be the smartest kids, but we are a product of a heart and soul who refused to back down. I’m sorry I didn’t call you as much as I should have. I’m sorry that my house is a wreck and I don’t do like you to keep it clean. I will work on that. I sometimes have lucid dreams that this wasn’t real and you were still alive and I could see you and we can share laughs and go get those tacos you loved so much. I’m sorry that you won’t get to see your granddaughters grow up and maybe have kids of their own someday. I will make sure they’re raised to think for themselves, be it religion, love, their own identity, unapologetically themselves. I already received the prayer beads that I keep close to bring me some sort of comfort. You aren’t suffering anymore, and that is the best thing I could ever hope for. When I see the butterflies outside in the spring, or the squirrels in the tree, I will hope that it’s you, just existing for the benefit of the earth. I love you, mom. Forever. 

I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I could be there to support you during this time. Much love to you and your family. <3

I am a Richer Man, for having you in my life.. I miss you Stephie 😘