Heya.. Rayne here. I’ve been thinking about Starla so so much even after all this time.. She’s changed my life forever and I love her dearly.. She was the sweetest person I ever had throughout Emerald Park.. It still breaks my heart so much knowing that she’s gone… I’m 14 now.. just started high school.. I’m sure she would’ve been so happy.. I’ve been struggling with so much other things for the past 2 months and I absolutely miss her supportive self.. because I was dealing with so much alone.. I miss her more than words can even describe… she was my all time best friend.. my companion… my childhood best friend.. and she always will be.. I miss her so so much.. I plan on visiting her grave every year to give her flowers.. I’m still so devastated I never got to say goodbye or how much she meant to me.. She was the closest friend I’ve ever had… I’m still to this day grieving hard over her death.. I wish I could’ve been there with her for her final moments.. I just really hope I brought her true happiness in her life.. because she has done that for me.. always.. 

I’ve made a tribute video for her on my YouTube channel not too long ago.. I’d love to show her all the song covers I’ve done.. I just know she’d love them.. 

Rest in peace, bestie.. I miss you so so much.. I hope you’re watching down from above.. I love you so so much.. 💚💚

-Rayne/Rayvee

Starla is being honored in the Stars for Starla program. I am so happy that we can continue her desire to advocate and support those with FASD. Here is the link:  www.bit.ly/StarsforStarla

This is the Eulogy I gave at Starla's funeral.  Her story was/is important to be told and shared.  I struggled to piece it together in a cohesive manner and am so grateful for the help Fia Gibbs gave me to do this . Fia is a lawyer, End of Life Duola and fellow parent of a child with FASD.   Her help in finding my and Starla's voice is so appreciated.