Twelve years ago, I was freshly graduated from high school - an utterly confused, enraged young man who didn't understand why there was so much suffering that stifled the world; why my often absent parents, despite working long hours, couldn't afford to pay for rent and groceries; why I was starved for both food and emotional connection; my disabled sister not having access to necessary healthcare; why my immigration status was a barrier in every possible step I wanted to take in my life; I often asked myself 'what is the point of living, when there's seemingly no way out of this suffering?'.
I didn't attend Harper College because I wanted to - it was a way to satisfy my immigrant parents' desire to continue my education, despite how difficult it was to sustain it: my parents scrounged every penny they could so I could purchase my books and tuition, and I'd been working full time for years to save as well (at the time, I wasn't aware of any scholarships that would allow for someone with my status to receive funds). In fact, my major was undeclared for nearly the entirety of my college years because I had no vision for graduating, nor what I could possibly do with a degree when I had zero prospects for using it in the professional field. Frankly, it was a burden having these expectations - they placed so much emphasis on learning, but I was completely lost and hopeless.
By happenstance, I chose to take Professor Noonan's class in sociology - I actually didn't know what sociology was, but it worked for my schedule, and it satisfied credit requirements. It's funny to think now how transformative his classes were.
To clarify, I wasn't the best student - in his class, nor at any point in my life. I don't remember the letter grade I had in his class, but what I do remember are the lessons that I continue to carry with me, as well as the conversations we'd have during his open hours. His classes were instrumental first steps in exploring the concepts and language for understanding my own life, as well as the causes for so many of the woes in the world - notably, failed public institutions and systemic racism. When I think about college, his classes are what stand out - his passion, his dedication, his knowledge & ability to connect the immensity of social problems to our everyday lives.
After many years of reflection, with the priming from his classes, from bearing witness to the 2017 May Day marches & the rise of a fascist presidency, along with the continued suffering of my family, I was called to action. I joined a local community-based organization to do my part in building a more beautiful future. As of today, I've been a community organizer for the past nearly four years. I've learned so much about the incredible history organizing has in this city and in the world. I can say, without a doubt in my mind, that Sean's class was the beginning of a new life for me - a life of purpose, of the good struggle, of the good fight.
Sean, thank you so, so much. You helped this young, hopeless man to do more than just live to forget and escape the material suffering of the world. Your classes inspired me to question and inquire more and gave direction to where I might begin to start.
Thank you. My deepest condolences to the Noonan family, and all the lives he has touched.