I was devastated,heartbroken,lost and couldn’t except the fact he was gone forever when I heard the news of Scott's passing. The love for Scott I have never felt or had before my whole life. Scott McNair was my everything, my world!! No matter our differences we had in the last 19 years or the distance between us at times he knows that my heart was his and I was always on his team if he needed me he had me always… I feel like a part of me is gone I miss you so so much! Everyday I keep waiting for my phone to ring but it’s just not.. I can’t seem to let you go and I don’t want to I miss your face your laugh all of you.. my life will never ever be the same without you in it.. Thank you so much for giving me 2 beautiful kids and my little Emma I love her with all my heart and I will always be here for her I know that’s what you would want me to do!! Scott I will love you till my last breath and you will forever be with me rip babi 🤟🏻💔😢