Too bad your friends, mother and sister let you down Ry. I would have saved you if only I knew of your lifestyle and how you were killing yourself. It is sad that no one had the balls to help you. Bloody sad. Also too bad about all the lies and bullcrap coming from folks that should know better. You were too stupid to pull yourself out and I regret that I wasn't told by someone .... anyone, of your poor life choices. I would have fixed you up, period, but of course Ry you knew that and made me an outsider and lied to me time and again. I miss you very much and blame all those who failed you. I know in my heart I did not fail you but looks like I'm the only one. Again, your mother, sister and friends failed you or simply didn't care enough. You shouldn't have hid your life from me and because you did your dead, plain and simple dead. You missed out on far too much of life unfortunately but again, they were your choices, wrong stupid choices but your decisions nonetheless. So here today we don't mourn what you were but we mourn what you could have been. But instead you gambled unwisely and lost, but the saving grace is you don't know what you missed cuz your dead, the sadness is left for those who live to wonder why the hell and think about all of the great things in life you chose to piss away. Bloody sad indeed. You missed out on life Ry. You screwed yourself. You did it. You are dust in the wind now. Tough price for you to have paid for bad choices. But again .... you are dead so you don't have a clue on what you missed out on. By the way, I still have boxes and boxes of your keep sakes that you asked me to save for you until you could pick them up, Still waiting................................
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I'm so sorry for the loss of Ryleigh. Such a sweet, smart and kindred soul. Her presence always brought me a feeling of tranquility, and for that I’m forever in debt to her. I will live through her vicariously and hope to extend the same sentiments of belonging she brought with her everywhere.
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This has been so heartbreaking. I look forward to commemorating her memory, on spring equinox. Thank you for the work of organizing and hope all of us who loved Ryleigh so dearly can try to find some healing in this event 💚
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