The one thing that I know 100% is that you would NEVER have taken your life if you knew the pain we would endure everyday RJ. I miss you so much and miss what could have been. We try to live our life to the fullest.. knowing that that’s what you would want. I know you’re in Heaven with so many of your family and friends with no worries and that brings me peace on most days.. we will never be the same 💔🙏