Peter, we love you and miss you so very much. You were not suppose to die before the three of us older siblings. I will never understand why you refused all medications for your serious, but treatable medical conditions. Yes, I am mad, you were one of the smartest people I know................WHY? Especially after watching Dad go through all of his heart catheterizations, quad bypass, and pacemaker. I just cannot accept this!! Your death is senseless and I will never understand! I know Mom's death broke your heart because you were so close, but I do believe you would have survived it if you just took care of yourself. I am heartbroken beyond belief! You mattered!!! Love you forever!