My sweet love...I hit ice the day after your birthday P and the car slid into the snowbank in front of the new house...between the two cemeteries on Eaton rd....it was unfixable...so now I have no car again. The cruelest joke happened to me today...I went to deposit the check I got for reimbursement for finally being able to drive myself twice to the dentist...and the ATM accidently read it as $25,000 instead of $90....but they fixed that immediately. Made me want to jump off a bridge it was so cruel...the dream of maybe being able to buy a safe reliable car...one that didn't almost kille twice ( with a gas leak on the engine for two months...and then bouncing off the snowbanks...) the irony of life is so mean. I'm so tired P. Tired of this struggle that just goes on forever. Tired of never having value. Tired of being the running joke as the famous girl from college that never made more than $8/hour. The most famous loser ever. That's me. But you loved me. You stayed no matter what. I won at life with you...for a moment. Just the chance to have your friendship and love. Something I never have ever had. I love you so much for that. Forever and ever.
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I wish you didn't leave that night. You promised you'd be here forever. And now I'm stuck in this cold, cruel world without you...I hate myself. I hate this world. It's always been so hard. It's always been unfair. I miss you more than I can even explain. My heart just feels in pain. I'm angry. I'm sad. I'm confused. I'm broken in two without you P. I wish you could come home. I hate this all so much losing you and having to go on in this world in this pain on top of how horribly hard the past five years were...the only reason I don't kill myself is our son. Thank you for the best thing I've ever been given in this horrible life...he is the only reason I have left to go on. I love and miss u p. Every moment.
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Today...1:35am on January 26th, would have been your 45th birthday. I still can't believe I'll never get to see you ever again P. I miss your friendship and companionship. I'm so lonely without you. I'm heartbroken. I wish God didn't take you away from me.
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Perfecto was an amazing, loving, supportive father and husband and friend. I miss my P. Forever missed. Forever brokenhearted.
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Marla and Joaquin,
I am so sorry. My heart is broken. I wish I could have been there sooner for you guys. Amanda and I will be there tomorrow to help any way we can.
Perfecto was a very special man. He was proud of his family. He was so loving and loyal. He had a personality that I'd never encountered before.
The first time I met him, I knew we were brothers. Instant friend that I could never forget. He had that way about him. He could light up a room.
Time will heal, but I find as we age, memories always seem current. I long for the days where we celebrated together, and it always seems like yesterday.
With a heavy heart, I extend our condolences. I can't imagine the gravity of your loss.
I love you Perfecto, my brother.
Zachary, Amanda, and Oskar.
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