It's to bad our little one duncan never gets to spend time with you. Patty I really think you would have enjoyed being his grandma, he has such a beautiful little personality. And he is so damn cute. We will tell stories of you. Save a chair up there for Megan. She needs you most of all. She is living the good life and will make u proud. I'll take very good care of her. Best I can I swear. Parker

I miss you so much mom!!! I'm so sorry I was not there to hold your hand while you took your last breath, like I promised I would! Gosh the things that I'd do differently if I could go back and correct myself I would in an instant l! Ever since I got messages from family members telling me to call Dad on Father's Day because he had some bad news to tell me. I have not been able to accept the fact that you passed on. It just doesn't seem real to me... All I can think about is how I'll never get to hug you hi and goodbye and wish I would have had the chance to say goodbye! And tell you I love you! I can only hope I made you proud of me. Mom I'm so so so sorry for how everything had happened. I hope you knew and know now that I love you and will miss you terribly and all those phone calls or voicemails of you providing me your love and care or you just wanting to talk to me. I still have all those voicemails and played them back just so I could hear your voice! Mom you are and have always been my best friend and my 1st best friend but also my mom! I hope your ok on the other side and wait for me up there with open arms and watch down on me as I continue without you here with me ! I love you so much Mama! I hope your pain has been taken away and that you can finally spread your wings and fly! I love you I'll never forget you! Rest in Paradise! Until me meet again someday Mama.. I Love your forever and always, your daughter Meggie! Mwah! Forever in my heart and my memories!