I was heartbroken when I heard the news of Nikhl's passing. I've known him since he was 5 years old and I felt like he was my bonus child, losing Nick was like losing one of my own children and I wake up everyday and wish that it was a dream, he will forever be a part of our family and we will miss him forever, until we meet again.  Here is a poem from E.E. Cummings

[i carry your heart with me(i carry it in]

By E. E. Cummings

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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in

my heart)i am never without it(anywhere

i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done

by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear

no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want

no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows

higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

My heart goes out to his whole family . I’m so so sorry that this had happened . He was an amazing person all around and always smiled . He will be dearly missed and all of you are held close to my heart . You all have  raised one respectful-talented man.

I was literally talking to him the day before , we talked almost everyday .. I knew him for almost 17-18 years . We were really close I miss him everyday and can not stop thinking of him . I want to text his phone so bad , I’m still in shock . Why?.. He hasn’t read my last message but the last text was through my fiancée. Everytime I look out my slider I see his car .. I have our messages that I’ll never delete . I miss him 😣 He will always be in my heart ♥️ ♥️♥️ He knew almost my whole family , Will always always be a thought in my mind . 

I'm deeply saddened to hear about the loss of Dear Nikhl. My heart goes out to you and the entire family during this difficult time.

May you find strength and comfort in the memories you shared with him, and may his journey serve as a reminder to seek help and support when needed.

Please know that I'm here for you, and if there's anything I can do to support you, don't hesitate to reach out.

Rest in peace, Nikhl 💐