Julie- I didn't know you or Mike, but I've known Ryan for many years as my son, Tyler Strouse and he were very close. I could tell clearly that Ryan was proud of his dad ... it hurts to imagine how Ryan is feeling right now. I'm sending hugs to you as the loss of your soul mate is unfathomable ... I am SO sorry for your loss. Many thoughts and prayers to you as you heal through this. MJ Duncan