Hello

Mike I miss you 

Not a day doesn’t go by I think of you i wish that you could have reached to tell me or family what you were dealing with and how we could have helped you I know your heaven with my parents your parents Artie Maryanne and  now aunt Beverly has joined you all and many others that loved you in your flesh and now you are i heaven. Mike I am sorry that you and the family in heaven are watching from heaven with everything  has been going. On down here this fuckery of bullshit with Shelena and Loshell Billy and the kids. Mike I am trying to repair this situation Mel and I trying to assist her and the kids I know you know Mel and I are sick as well. Tell my parents and ms Hazel and Maryann auntie Beverly I  am trying to help the best way I know how and if you all think I am being mean like Shelena says let me know because I just trying g to grow her up for the herself and the kids because I love them and i promise that I would be do everything to keep us together because as you see and watch family just ain’t the same anymore.. Mike please to talk to god for me and just put on a good word for me just tell GOD keep me and Mel around as long as he can to keep us to watch them ..

Mike tell my parents I love them and come and visit me and you as well I am not scared anymore of visits it just the message and figuring out what to make of the visit and purpose that all 

Love you all hugs and kisses to you all 

I so deeply miss my cousin whom I grew up with and called my brother.  I miss laughing with him about our adventures or contemplating the future together. I miss watching him dance and how he could cheer others up when we were feeling down.  Miss you bro. 

Emeric