I still don't believe he's gone. There's no death notice or obituary written. I found out when I started searching the Internet. Then I found this one site that is dedicated to honoring the people who have died outside or in violence & that is where I seen his name. I knew something was wrong cuz he never goes this long without getting ahold of me. Maybe a few days but that's it. I'm still thinking he lost his phone & when he gets another one he will get ahold of me. I'm hoping anyway. Wishful thinking. He's gone & I am not accepting it. I am so mad at him. I can't believe he's not here anymore. Goodbye Mike. Maybe Ill see you again one day? 

Mike was my ex boyfriend but we were still friends. I just spoke to him a few hours before he died. He wanted me to come get him but I obviously didn't. I feel if I would've he would still be alive. I'm sorry Mike. I wish I would've came & got u. Please 4 give me.