So Christmas has come and gone and I know this is your favorite time of the year. I miss you more and more everyday it truly still doesn't feel real... 💔 This was the first Christmas of my life that you weren't here in some way and I'm not sure how many more I wanna live without you. As I write you and think of you tears always roll down my face but I know I was selfish to wanna keep you here in pain and scared. I know you can't be in fear anymore and can no longer be in pain but selfishly I still do wish you were with me. I'm rambling on and I just can only hope you feel my thoughts and read these words and know my heart will never stop loving you until my last breathe and I hope to be with you one day soon. 💖 I love you so much. 💗
Your son always and forever
Turtle.
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Missing you momma . Thanksgiving has passed and Christmas your favorite holiday is coming up and it's been awhile since we've done a big family holiday but I'm so thankful I got to spend time with you last Christmas. ❤️ I love you so much and you'll never leave my heart and soul. Can't wait to see you again. I love you to the moon and back. 💛💛
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Hey momma, just headed to see the apartment for the last time. We moved in there the summer of 1993. Crazy to think it's been 30 years. We shared a lot of laughs and love together and even though we didn't have a lot we had each other and that's what mattered most. It's gonna be sad knowing I'll never go back to that place to visit you or pick you up. I love and miss you so much. I hope you are with me because you're always on my mind and heart. I love you to the moon and back. 💛💛💛❤️❤️❤️
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Happy Halloween mom. I miss you more and more everyday seems harder not easier. Today I think of the times we would watch scary movies together or even a thriller on lifetime. You'd get so scared haha . I miss your beautiful smile and I love you more than words can say. I hope you're in a better place watching over me. ♥️
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I wasn't ready for you to leave, why did you go so soon.. 😔
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I love you momma. Thinking of you always. Please watch over Dale he needs all the help he can get now. Missing you.
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I miss you everyday but today is harder than some. On these rainy days I always think of you so much and how you would love just watching movies all day and talking. Can't believe you're gone still. I wish I could hear your voice and see you again even if only for a few seconds. I love you to the moon and back. Always thinking of you. ❤️❤️❤️
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Would've been 73 today but up until a handful of years ago wouldn't have thought you were a day over 50. So much energy and joy. Happy birthday momma I love and miss you and think about you every single day and will until I'm in heaven one day with you. Love you to the moon and back forever 72! 💛 I know you're my guardian angel and I feel you with me all the time.
Love always and forever your son 💙 ❤️ 💛
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A few nights ago I watched a walk to remember with Mandy Moore. It's a sad one but I know you loved that movie. Made me think of you but everything makes me think of you. I can't believe I have to live the rest of my life without you..
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I love you so much. You're gonna be a birthday girl soon. Wish I could hold and kiss you tell you how much you mean to me. I still don't know why God did this to you. I need you.
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I love you Mary. I miss you so much. Life isn't fair. I'll always think about you and miss you and u can't wait to hug you again one day. 💓
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I wish we could talk and laugh together. You always knew how to make me smile you always were so kind to me and everyone in your life. I love and miss you more than you probably ever knew. I'm sorry this happened to you. You never deserved this. I love you so much 💗
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To: Family of Mary Plaza, We are truly sorry for your lost of Mary Plaza. She was kind and loving Sister and Sister in Law. All of you are in our hearts and Prayers. Love Kenny and Donna
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1993, Lake Villa, IL, USA
Holidays with the people I love
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Mary, Shannon, Brandon
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I miss you more and more every day. Yesterday I was in Gurnee mills and I walked by all your favorite stores and couldn't help but imagine you in those stores shopping with a smile on your face. I keep on thinking about you life isn't fair I love you so much I hope you knew how much love I have in my heart for you. Missing you 😢
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Mom/Mary/Midget,
Have no idea where to begin. This is the hardest thing by far I've ever experienced in my life. I'm feeling many emotions some I never knew existed. I remember my first day of kindergarten I was so scared to go on the bus and you stood at the bus stop with me and said Brandon be a big boy, don't be scared you'll do great. You gave me a kiss and sent me on my way to school. I remember very well seeing tears roll down your face as I looked at you out the bus window on my way to school. You weren't my mother by birth but you were always a mother and mom to me. All the good traits I have I truly can say I have them because of you. I was always considered the black sheep of the family and I felt it at a very young age but you made sure I was always protected and loved. I recall you protecting me from abuse on multiple occasions from family members and you protecting me with your life . I remember at a young age being homeless for a period of time and being locked out of one of your brothers apartments because he didn't want us staying there so in the dead of winter we slept in a hallway freezing and you held me and gave me your coat. I could go on and on with stories of compassion not just for me and people you loved but for people you barely knew. You taught me to always be kind and I'm not saying I always practice that because I don't but I truly work at it everyday because of you and the love and kindness I've seen you show to people who never deserved your love and kindness . The thing that saddens me most isn't that your gone because I know you truly were suffering but it's the fact that you didn't get to live the life I feel you deserved. You deserved so much more so much better but you never complained and you were thankful for what you had and the people in your life. I'd give my life to bring you back but I know that's not reality life truly isn't fair I want you back and I know not a day will go by the rest of my life that I won't think of you and miss you. Thank you for loving me and I know I'll see you again and I really can't wait to hug and kiss you. I love you always and forever to the moon and back to infinity and beyond.
I'll see ya later
Love forever Brandon 💓 💗 💛
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