My 1st true love

How do I live on knowing my 1st true love is gone, how do I live on knowing the one I was suppose to love, provide, and most of all Protect knowing that you are not here anymore! I did my best at all three but I failed at the most important one and I can never forgive myself for that.

I’m going to miss our cooking session,playing basketball, going to the gym and playing video games together who’s gonna carry me to a win now lbvs.

You were so smart and talented u gave your best efforts in everything u wanted to try, I tried making it to every event u had daddy never left your side I love seeing u happy and trying new things.

I just wished I could hold, kiss and make it awkward by telling u I love u

I’m not saying goodbye because I know I’ll see you again so I’ll say see u soon baby I love u so much 

This is not goodbye , This is see you later, Makiyah

When you were first born, I actually was jealous because I wasn’t going to be the baby of the family anymore. As I watched you grow and blossom into the beautiful young lady you were, I grew a love for you that can never be replaced. I’m saddened to actually be writing a note for you, but I know that it’s only a little while longer until I’m able to hold your hand again. All the countries we have visited, all the things we have experienced together, I am glad that I have memories to cherish for a lifetime ! I am grateful to have been your only Aunt, your best friend, your confidant, your Nurse and everything You ever called me ! You always Told me that I was the best aunty any child can ask for. Your light will always continue to shine forever in my heart and mind. Nurse Tee tee will be there when Jehovah tells you to wake up from your deep sleep ❤️‍🩹 i love you Makiyah