Just here thinking about you. I'm just feeling so lost without you..... I don't know how to get through this life with Zaya with out you by my side. I never thought in a million years that Zaya and I would be here with out you. I'm really trying to keep it together for Zaya because I know that's what you would want me to do.. to be strong.... But I don't know how to be strong like you... You were the strongest out of both of us and Zaya was so close to you.... I just wish it would have been me, not you.... You're so loved and have so many friends.... I feel like I have no one besides you and Zaya and now I don't have you anymore I wish I could take back all the stupid fights we had . I'm sorry for being such a bitch sometimes.... I hope that you come for me when I die, I want to be with you forever. I wish we could have had more babies... I'm sure you got to meet Zayas twin and the baby we lost 2 years ago... Love them for me please, tell my mom I love her and miss her and tell my brother I love him and miss him so much. Tell your mom and Albert hi and I love them and miss them. I'm jealous they get to be with you.... I just don't understand why you didn't want to ever listen to me about your health, you would still be here.... I sometimes feel mad that you left us. I know it wasn't your fault but I just wanted you to listen to me for once and now you're gone.... I lost my only true friend who knew me inside and out . My dad is the cruelest person ever I'm so glad you stopped working for him. He didn't deserve you. And your pos tio needs his ass whopped when he gets to that side if he even gets to heaven. I know you are watching over us and you know and see everything. I love you amor por siempre!! Till death do us part! I know I will see you again I hope it's not too long... I fukin love you!!! I'm so sorry you had to suffer the way you did it's so fuked up. And then after you died everyone was in the room laughing and telling stories about you, I'm sure it was good intentions but I just wanted to yell at everyone... I hated the fact that you were laying there lifeless with all those people that ignored your calls and never reached out to you, I know how bad you felt about all that and it kills me bc you had the best heart out of everyone I know and you out of everyone had to get sick and suffer... Karma is a bitch tho so don't worry babe they will get there's one day..

I miss talking to you!!! Fuk! It's just fuked up and Zaya misses you like you don't even know... Baby cakes too.... 

Your sister has been keeping it real and Val and Michelle. I love you with all my heart.

Love your wifey,

Stephanie Soza-Landeros 

Happy Birthday BaBe I miss the fuck out of you! I wish you were still here with me and Zaya. I will see you again one day.. You didn't deserve this shit, I would take your place in a heartbeat . I love you daddy! Love always your wife, Steph 

Zaya misses you so much! Nothing is the same with out you.

We love you so much!

My love! 

I never thought that things would go down the way they did.... I am absolutely heartbroken, devastated, lost, angry, no words can describe how I am feeling without you by my side. It's been me and you the last 11 years.... And Zaya. I just wake up every morning thinking I am going to wake up from this nightmare.... I hate life without you!!!! It's not fair you were taken from me and Zaya. You had so much more life to live..... I wish I knew how we could've avoided all of this because this is just crazy ..... I can't do this without you, I am so lost Babe..... I just need you!!!! I would give anything to have you back!!! Anything!!!!!!!! I would give anything to just snuggle with you again, I miss holding you babe.... you will always be my babe and I will always be yours!!!! Life is the cruelest!!!! It doesn't give a fuck!! I know I will be with you again one day and when I am I'm never going to let you go!!!!! You are the best thing that ever happened to me!!! I wish I would've met you sooner because I really got lucky with you!!! No one will ever take your place I will FOREVER be Yours and only YOURS!!! I can never accept this I will forever be so lost without you my love.... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo 

Love your ONE&ONLY

YOUR WIFE,

Stephane Soza-Landeros

I only got to talk to Louis a couple of times but those moments that I talked to him made me feel like I new him for years. I’m really thankful for every memory I made with him even though it wasn’t a ton. I love you and miss you very much Louis. I love you always ❤️

-Isaac 🫶🏽

I cannot express how sad I am that you are gone, life with you was so much fun there was never a time I didn’t see you laughing or smiling and that contagiousness spread to me whenever I was around you. You always sought others needs before your own. Throughout all the family gatherings and years I’ve known you, you were always so kind and loving towards me. I have so many fun memories with you that I will always cherish in my heart ❤️ I’m so glad that you were apart of my family you will never be forgotten I love you forever and always Louis may you rest in God’s house and find peace and love. Thank you for always being there for me and always being like a brother figure to me I miss you beyond my words can express, I love you with all my heart Louis Enrique Soza-Landeros I promise to take care of Zaya and Steph forever ❤️ 

Love always and forever, 

Jasmine 

Lula,

It is so hard to belive u are gone. I'll never forget the day I met u guys. Magoo picked u up in the regal and big poppa always. The radio. U an Albert started singin and all a sudden I heard "I love it when u call me big octopus" me and magoo started laughing r butts off at how u guys were singin it. I told u boys thats not how the song goes but u guys didn't care u kept on singin it that way for years. I have so many memories of u and I will cherish them always. I thank u for always accepting me as ur family and letting me meet ur precious baby girl.  I pray ur at peace and ur dad, brother and mom was there when u crossed. RIP Lula..love u brother in law always.