Lola baby im loosing it here without you! I need answers! I need your guidance in life. I dont know how you made it seem so easy to survive. I miss you so fucking much
Kiddo ,I'm sorry life was so hard on you and even more sorry if you ever felt we your family didn't support you. I did that's for sure. You may of decided late in life to be a part of the LGBTQIA but so didn't I. You was the Rainbow kiddo. You was what made our colors so dam bright and stand out even at night. Your love was above and beyond any rainbow pot of gold or star up in the sky right up until you took and had to die. God was made room for more people like you who had such goodness and love in thier hearts to come outside and be safe. Because of you so many got that chance. You are truly a blessing and a curse but not the kind that makes anything worse. We love you kiddo you'll forever be missed. Always in my heart and on my mind. You are the one in our life you are so manys inspiration . Gods got you now so enjoy the sky high club touch a star for me. Miss you forever and always. I can't begin to know how your mom and sister feel I just know how I feel and it hurts because I wasn't there for you when family should be. Ill always have your mom and sister on my mind. Worrying about them. I know your watching them too.. Xoxo kid