Dad,
It's taken me days to have the strength to look this up.
My heart is broken.But I will always remember so many, unbelievable, deep conversations we had when you helped me with a lot, a few years ago.
I saw you in a completely different way..
I'll never forget the things we talked about..
I am not sure Dad that I'm grasping this.
I'll never heal from not knowing this was happening, and the CHOICE to be by your side ,was made for me..
I hope you didn't know,because I'll never be the same for not being given the choice of being able to say goodbye and be by your side.
I would have NEVER hurt you that way.
I will have the peace,although it's so very hard to comprehend this right now,that you really did love me, you loved me alot.
I love you so so very much Dad..
And cant stand the thought of not ever talking to you or hugging you again..
Im sorry i did not get to forfill the things I promised you I would.
That beautiful zen garden,but really so many, so,so many more things.
It was not in my hands Dad. That will always bother me.
There's so much I want to say,but I wont..
And as you said the last time I saw you..
yes.yes Dad,I will always be your little girl,and cannot wait until the day I can be with you again.
I can not say anymore on here but I will talk to you everyday,and I will see you soon..
I know the angels will all be wrapping there arms around you now Dad,and you will,yes you will, now rest in peace.
I love you,you will be missed.
Ali 💔🩷🙏
Have fun with Elvis up there.