My sincerest condolences for your loss. It is extremely painful to lose a loved one to death. Death is cruel and is not partial. Jehovah, our God of infinite love will soon rid us of all pain and death will be no more (Revelation 21:3,4) Jehovah God will also bring many back to life, In Acts 24:15 God offers the hope of the resurrection. May these promises that will soon be fulfilled help you to endure.