I always enjoyed talking with you...you always called me cuz instead of cousin...I remember that....you were always fun to hang out with and had a good heart.

I always thought you would do good...we all have our moments in life where things are shaky...but we learn and get over it. 

I understand the frustration of being unhappy...moving around to get away...but I also know that you have to try to fix things because it will never be right unless you make it so.

I thought you were happy....but what's on the inside is different from what's on the outside. I didnt know how bad it was.

When I learned that you had died...it effected me...not just because you were my cousin...but because only then did I realize how much pain you had inside...how lonely you were...and how you only wanted to be loved...by family...friends...and yourself...

It effected me because a good light in this world is now gone...I will never see you again...or hear your voice...

People are meant to grow old....make memories, make friends and perhaps have a family of their own...

Sometimes this doesn't happen.

I know you had your beliefs...but I hope and pray that you are being held in Grandpa's arms in Heaven right now.  I pray that you have found the Love, Hope, and Happiness you were looking for.

We all die...but for you it shouldn't have been so soon and in this way.

I'm sorry I couldn't have helped you more...if I could...had I known sooner...I would have.

Rest in Peace Katie....your cuz, Greg.