So sorry for your loss. I didn’t know Joshua but I came across the obituary. So young. To Joshua’s mother and siblings and the rest of Family and friends, I’m so sorry for your loss.  Loosing a loved one in death is very difficult to deal with. Please know that it’s ok to cry and mourn for your lost loved one. Crying is not a sign of weakness. Jehovah God promises that soon these tragedies will be done and away with. “And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.” (Revelation 21:4) Please know that not a single tear drop of yours has gone unnoticed by Jehovah.