The following is a letter I’d written to Jocelyn, the day I learned of her sunset.

Jocey,

You were truly an angel on earth. Always the mediator, the peace keeper. You led and protected all. You were the go to for any and everything, from gardening tips to spiritual guidance. 

I love and miss you so much dear friend. You are family to me. And tho I know we never leave before it’s our time, and that we are even more present in the lives of our loved ones once we transition, I still selfishly want you here in the physical.

I think of how pure hearted you were, and how your goodness was appreciated, but almost taken for granted. I wonder if we all were even worthy enough of your selfless ways?  Always giving more than your best, and never saying no-something I often scolded you for, but is now one of your most endearing traits to be remembered. 

It hurts to keep reminding myself you’re not here, because trust, it’s difficult  to accept this truth, but I know you have fulfilled your purpose, and imprinted the most beautiful memories onto all that know and love you. 

You dreamt of living on a farm, complete with goats, chickens, and any and every animal you thought was adorable,  tending effortlessly to your flourishing garden.  May this new dimension you’re now in, fulfill that dream, and so much more.

I love you! Hope to see you next lifetime, my friend.