Memories of Mr. Jerrel "Paint Daddy" Rex Gillentine jr, II

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Mr. Jerrel "Paint Daddy" Rex Gillentine jr, II

Verona, MS

January 2, 1978 - October 17, 2023

Jan 2, 1978 - Oct 17, 2023

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M i c h e l e Muroshimmons

Life isn't the same without you Jerrel. If I would have known I would have never seen you again I would have never been upset about what we were arguing about why didn't you get in touch with me why what happened they say you took your own life and hung yourself but I don't believe it I think you were murdered and I've seen how you were hung and I saw that your feet were all bent backwards and turned around and twisted what did you get into why can't I know the truth I can't rest without knowing if you were murdered please come to me it's possible that you can come to me you're still in my energy jerel lI know you are I thought we were going to be together forever I thought you'd get over this being single stuff and change but it only got worse but I know you love me or you wouldn't have kept coming back for the last 15 years I can't forget you I can't let it go I can't survive without you God knows how much I love you so I wish you would have known that people telling me now that you didn't feel loved how could you not have felt love I thought I was smothering you you didn't let me in you wouldn't let me iin jerrel why what happened to you as a child what dramatic thing happened to you that you were so messed up you couldn't show your emotions or anything and you were numbing yourself with drugs tell me what happened please I had no idea you had such a terrible life but now with all my readings I hear that you had a terrible life very bad Lexerience you were abused I just can't take it anymore why couldn't you just talk to me please please come to me jerrel come to me in my sleep let me know what happened please I want to catch the bad guys so I love you so much we had so many good times together all I do is think about it all day throughout the whole day and I'm supposed to move on and I can't move on my life's at a standstill without you it was such a shock it was such a shock like I can't believe it how could God take you so young and early and take you away from me all I had was you I will love you jerrel I love you forever and ever and ever I'll be alone the rest of my life and I wish that I would have died first I wouldn't have to suffer like this through mourning you what trouble did you get into jerrel what happened I have to know and I have to write all this so I have to get it out of me I have no one to talk to about you and your friends dont talk to me and your family drifted off I don't know what the hell happened they're off the grid I love you so much I just want you to know I hope you can feel my love I hope you know now that you're in heaven that I loved you with all my heart and I ment no harm jerrel d I I just wanted to love you and show you my love and be with you all the days of my life I love you you were afraid of commitment you were afraid of Love why what happened to you rest in peace my love since you couldn't rest in peace on Earth rest in peace with God I love you so please feel my love I pray for you jerrel pray for your soul it would be so happy with me right now I'd befriended all your ex-girlfriends I didn't let jealousy get in the way they were all very nice woman they loved you you had plenty opportunities to live with these women and have a good life just like I gave you the opportunity to live with me and have everything the rest of your life and and you didn't take it why didn't you take any of these opportunities if you were just out for the money jerrel you would have took these opportunities so therefore I don't know what you really were looking for or after after all said and done why I need to know why I need closure I needed to say goodbye to you it sucks I'm Lost without You Jerrel guide me in the right direction please rest in peace my love rest in peace.

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I don’t remember JERREL of complaining, especially complaining about going to work. He love to work. He was a work horse. He always had a smile from ear to ear every time we engaged  in a glance, his eyes were sparkling and so was mine we were so  happy to see each other. Jerrel was was in and out of my life for 15 years. I was steadily always waiting on him to come back. My love him grew so deep. I couldn’t imagine life without him and now I have to live it.’ i’ll never forget the time. My mother had passed away and my father was gone and  Jaerrel took a month off of work just to take care of me because I had a nervous breakdown and I had walking pneumonia he would clean vacuum do the dishes cook a big meal. He come up to my bedroom and pick me up carry me down to the back porch to have coffee in the morning and to look at the beautiful nature so peaceful it was lovely’’He was so good to me so good to me. I wish  Jerrel could’ve been like that all the time he seemed happy and content and he helped me take care of my daughter and he took me to the doctor every day because I refused to go to the hospital because I had a child so he would drive us there every day and he would take my  Daughter  give  her money  to go out. He was a living doll how I loved him so as I remember Jerrel  kept to himself. He wasn’t a big talker and he loved to be a homebody he loved watching TV. He never really wanted to go anywhere. He was content being home as long as he had someone he love  to cook, he loved to create things he used to make axes and knives and collected those arrowheads today is three years ago  today that Jerrel  has passed ‘and I’ll never forget how I found out on my birthday, which is October 19 ever since then my birthday has really been sad when I found out I thought that it was a joke. I thought he was joking around with me when I found out it was real when I finally, my friend sent me a news clip, I lost it. I went crazy. I couldn’t believe it ‘ to this  day the day. I still I’m never gonna have closure. I’m never gonna know what happened. How he felt at the last Minute and you know why I think I know why could’ve happened, but I just wish that we were talking when this happened. You say we had a little squabble fight and I usually always forgive him and never say anything this time I said something and I blocked him and I didn’t hear from him so I text him on his Facebook page and said listen Jerrel since we can’t get it right in this lifetime when we move on to the next plateau, the afterlife can we please do it right because I love you with all my heart. I don’t know if  he read the message. I have no clue, but right after that I found out he passed away. My life has never been the same since I have like no real joy or happiness because he brought that into my life, he made me feel young and alive again I thought we had a whole lifetime together. He was 15 years younger. He was so young and then this happened. I’ve never been so devastated so sad so unhappy in my entire life I think about him every every day not a minute goes by that I don’t think of him I don’t think I’ll ever get over this. Always love him and I hope to see him in eternity and in heaven cause I know that’s where he went. He was such a good guy. Yeah he had his ups and downs, but all in all you could see right through him he had a heart of gold. I feel JERREL‘s spirit in my house because he moves things to get my attention. For instance, I couldn’t find the picture of me and him well I finally found it and he had to have moved it to get my attention and then I was vacuuming, and all of a sudden a dime came rolling across the carpet and one morning I woke up and my office chair was planted right next to my bed like someone was sitting there watching me all night. My chair wasn’t even there. I swear to God I can’t make this stuff up. I know he’s here. I hear him whispering how much he loved me, but he never told me Joe never showed his emotions never showed that he cared really certain at certain moment he was vulnerable, but otherwise I would’ve never known he cared for me. I just was smart enough to know that he wouldn’t keep coming back after 15 years if he wasn’t happy with me how I wish he was here how I miss him so lonely and unhappy without him it makes me really eager to go to heaven rest in peace jerrel fly high, my love, knowing that I love you and always will missing you. Keep us part of me is missing. I think you took it with you. I love you always.

I don’t remember JERREL of complaining, especially complaining about going to work. He love to work. He was... Read more a work horse. He always had a smile from ear to ear every time we engaged in a glance, his eyes were sparkling and so was mine we were so happy to see each other. Jerrel was was in and out of my life for 15 years. I was steadily always waiting on him to come back. My love him grew so deep. I couldn’t imagine life without him and now I have to live it.’ i’ll never forget the time. My mother had passed away and my father was gone and Jaerrel took a month off of work just to take care of me because I had a nervous breakdown and I had walking pneumonia he would clean vacuum do the dishes cook a big meal. He come up to my bedroom and pick me up carry me down to the back porch to have coffee in the morning and to look at the beautiful nature so peaceful it was lovely’’He was so good to me so good to me. I wish Jerrel could’ve been like that all the time he seemed happy and content and he helped me take care of my daughter and he took me to the doctor every day because I refused to go to the hospital because I had a child so he would drive us there every day and he would take my Daughter give her money to go out. He was a living doll how I loved him so as I remember Jerrel kept to himself. He wasn’t a big talker and he loved to be a homebody he loved watching TV. He never really wanted to go anywhere. He was content being home as long as he had someone he love to cook, he loved to create things he used to make axes and knives and collected those arrowheads today is three years ago today that Jerrel has passed ‘and I’ll never forget how I found out on my birthday, which is October 19 ever since then my birthday has really been sad when I found out I thought that it was a joke. I thought he was joking around with me when I found out it was real when I finally, my friend sent me a news clip, I lost it. I went crazy. I couldn’t believe it ‘ to this day the day. I still I’m never gonna have closure. I’m never gonna know what happened. How he felt at the last Minute and you know why I think I know why could’ve happened, but I just wish that we were talking when this happened. You say we had a little squabble fight and I usually always forgive him and never say anything this time I said something and I blocked him and I didn’t hear from him so I text him on his Facebook page and said listen Jerrel since we can’t get it right in this lifetime when we move on to the next plateau, the afterlife can we please do it right because I love you with all my heart. I don’t know if he read the message. I have no clue, but right after that I found out he passed away. My life has never been the same since I have like no real joy or happiness because he brought that into my life, he made me feel young and alive again I thought we had a whole lifetime together. He was 15 years younger. He was so young and then this happened. I’ve never been so devastated so sad so unhappy in my entire life I think about him every every day not a minute goes by that I don’t think of him I don’t think I’ll ever get over this. Always love him and I hope to see him in eternity and in heaven cause I know that’s where he went. He was such a good guy. Yeah he had his ups and downs, but all in all you could see right through him he had a heart of gold. I feel JERREL‘s spirit in my house because he moves things to get my attention. For instance, I couldn’t find the picture of me and him well I finally found it and he had to have moved it to get my attention and then I was vacuuming, and all of a sudden a dime came rolling across the carpet and one morning I woke up and my office chair was planted right next to my bed like someone was sitting there watching me all night. My chair wasn’t even there. I swear to God I can’t make this stuff up. I know he’s here. I hear him whispering how much he loved me, but he never told me Joe never showed his emotions never showed that he cared really certain at certain moment he was vulnerable, but otherwise I would’ve never known he cared for me. I just was smart enough to know that he wouldn’t keep coming back after 15 years if he wasn’t happy with me how I wish he was here how I miss him so lonely and unhappy without him it makes me really eager to go to heaven rest in peace jerrel fly high, my love, knowing that I love you and always will missing you. Keep us part of me is missing. I think you took it with you. I love you always. Read less I don’t remember JERREL of complaining, especially complaining about going to work. He love to work. He was a work horse. He always... Read more had a smile from ear to ear every time we engaged in a glance, his eyes were sparkling and so was mine we were so happy to see each other. Jerrel was was in and out of my life for 15 years. I was steadily always waiting on him to come back. My love him grew so deep. I couldn’t imagine life without him and now I have to live it.’ i’ll never forget the time. My mother had passed away and my father was gone and Jaerrel took a month off of work just to take care of me because I had a nervous breakdown and I had walking pneumonia he would clean vacuum do the dishes cook a big meal. He come up to my bedroom and pick me up carry me down to the back porch to have coffee in the morning and to look at the beautiful nature so peaceful it was lovely’’He was so good to me so good to me. I wish Jerrel could’ve been like that all the time he seemed happy and content and he helped me take care of my daughter and he took me to the doctor every day because I refused to go to the hospital because I had a child so he would drive us there every day and he would take my Daughter give her money to go out. He was a living doll how I loved him so as I remember Jerrel kept to himself. He wasn’t a big talker and he loved to be a homebody he loved watching TV. He never really wanted to go anywhere. He was content being home as long as he had someone he love to cook, he loved to create things he used to make axes and knives and collected those arrowheads today is three years ago today that Jerrel has passed ‘and I’ll never forget how I found out on my birthday, which is October 19 ever since then my birthday has really been sad when I found out I thought that it was a joke. I thought he was joking around with me when I found out it was real when I finally, my friend sent me a news clip, I lost it. I went crazy. I couldn’t believe it ‘ to this day the day. I still I’m never gonna have closure. I’m never gonna know what happened. How he felt at the last Minute and you know why I think I know why could’ve happened, but I just wish that we were talking when this happened. You say we had a little squabble fight and I usually always forgive him and never say anything this time I said something and I blocked him and I didn’t hear from him so I text him on his Facebook page and said listen Jerrel since we can’t get it right in this lifetime when we move on to the next plateau, the afterlife can we please do it right because I love you with all my heart. I don’t know if he read the message. I have no clue, but right after that I found out he passed away. My life has never been the same since I have like no real joy or happiness because he brought that into my life, he made me feel young and alive again I thought we had a whole lifetime together. He was 15 years younger. He was so young and then this happened. I’ve never been so devastated so sad so unhappy in my entire life I think about him every every day not a minute goes by that I don’t think of him I don’t think I’ll ever get over this. Always love him and I hope to see him in eternity and in heaven cause I know that’s where he went. He was such a good guy. Yeah he had his ups and downs, but all in all you could see right through him he had a heart of gold. I feel JERREL‘s spirit in my house because he moves things to get my attention. For instance, I couldn’t find the picture of me and him well I finally found it and he had to have moved it to get my attention and then I was vacuuming, and all of a sudden a dime came rolling across the carpet and one morning I woke up and my office chair was planted right next to my bed like someone was sitting there watching me all night. My chair wasn’t even there. I swear to God I can’t make this stuff up. I know he’s here. I hear him whispering how much he loved me, but he never told me Joe never showed his emotions never showed that he cared really certain at certain moment he was vulnerable, but otherwise I would’ve never known he cared for me. I just was smart enough to know that he wouldn’t keep coming back after 15 years if he wasn’t happy with me how I wish he was here how I miss him so lonely and unhappy without him it makes me really eager to go to heaven rest in peace jerrel fly high, my love, knowing that I love you and always will missing you. Keep us part of me is missing. I think you took it with you. I love you always. Read less I don’t remember JERREL of complaining, especially ... Read morecomplaining about going to work. He love to work. He was a work horse. He always had a smile from ear to ear every time we engaged in a glance, his eyes were sparkling and so was mine we were so happy to see each other. Jerrel was was in and out of my life for 15 years. I was steadily always waiting on him to come back. My love him grew so deep. I couldn’t imagine life without him and now I have to live it.’ i’ll never forget the time. My mother had passed away and my father was gone and Jaerrel took a month off of work just to take care of me because I had a nervous breakdown and I had walking pneumonia he would clean vacuum do the dishes cook a big meal. He come up to my bedroom and pick me up carry me down to the back porch to have coffee in the morning and to look at the beautiful nature so peaceful it was lovely’’He was so good to me so good to me. I wish Jerrel could’ve been like that all the time he seemed happy and content and he helped me take care of my daughter and he took me to the doctor every day because I refused to go to the hospital because I had a child so he would drive us there every day and he would take my Daughter give her money to go out. He was a living doll how I loved him so as I remember Jerrel kept to himself. He wasn’t a big talker and he loved to be a homebody he loved watching TV. He never really wanted to go anywhere. He was content being home as long as he had someone he love to cook, he loved to create things he used to make axes and knives and collected those arrowheads today is three years ago today that Jerrel has passed ‘and I’ll never forget how I found out on my birthday, which is October 19 ever since then my birthday has really been sad when I found out I thought that it was a joke. I thought he was joking around with me when I found out it was real when I finally, my friend sent me a news clip, I lost it. I went crazy. I couldn’t believe it ‘ to this day the day. I still I’m never gonna have closure. I’m never gonna know what happened. How he felt at the last Minute and you know why I think I know why could’ve happened, but I just wish that we were talking when this happened. You say we had a little squabble fight and I usually always forgive him and never say anything this time I said something and I blocked him and I didn’t hear from him so I text him on his Facebook page and said listen Jerrel since we can’t get it right in this lifetime when we move on to the next plateau, the afterlife can we please do it right because I love you with all my heart. I don’t know if he read the message. I have no clue, but right after that I found out he passed away. My life has never been the same since I have like no real joy or happiness because he brought that into my life, he made me feel young and alive again I thought we had a whole lifetime together. He was 15 years younger. He was so young and then this happened. I’ve never been so devastated so sad so unhappy in my entire life I think about him every every day not a minute goes by that I don’t think of him I don’t think I’ll ever get over this. Always love him and I hope to see him in eternity and in heaven cause I know that’s where he went. He was such a good guy. Yeah he had his ups and downs, but all in all you could see right through him he had a heart of gold. I feel JERREL‘s spirit in my house because he moves things to get my attention. For instance, I couldn’t find the picture of me and him well I finally found it and he had to have moved it to get my attention and then I was vacuuming, and all of a sudden a dime came rolling across the carpet and one morning I woke up and my office chair was planted right next to my bed like someone was sitting there watching me all night. My chair wasn’t even there. I swear to God I can’t make this stuff up. I know he’s here. I hear him whispering how much he loved me, but he never told me Joe never showed his emotions never showed that he cared really certain at certain moment he was vulnerable, but otherwise I would’ve never known he cared for me. I just was smart enough to know that he wouldn’t keep coming back after 15 years if he wasn’t happy with me how I wish he was here how I miss him so lonely and unhappy without him it makes me really eager to go to heaven rest in peace jerrel fly high, my love, knowing that I love you and always will missing you. Keep us part of me is missing. I think you took it with you. I love you always. Read less

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