I barely have any pictures of us together we always just live in the moment. And I loved that about us and our bond . Jazzy Thank you for being there for me through some of the hardest shit ever yo. We talked almost every day . About everything our flaws . Our mental health we always assured each other that even if it wasn’t okay we always would be there for each other . You were one of the first people to come see me when my mom passed . And we got closer then ever since then. Non stop communication We planned trips . We planned our future . We planned to even move in together so I wouldn’t be so lonely all the time. We would just sit and talk on the phone . About everything. We always laughed and joked . We always had a good time . Even if we was just bored in my room watching euphoria or something , this was so sudden so unexpected . You helped me through two really hard deaths this year and now I have to get through yours alone . 😢 bro I keep wishing this is a joke . I keep hoping you’ll FaceTime me and say your mom is tripping or something . I know you not suppose to question these things but I keep asking why . I love you . Jazz I love you alot bro . You and our friendship meant everything to me . You are goddess . I loved you I accepted you . It’s nothing nobody could’ve ever said to make me think otherwise or feel otherwise. I told you why I don’t get attached to people anymore cause you I hate being left , and I just can’t believe you just left me here bro . 😢 I can’t believe you’re gone . I can’t believe I wouldn’t ever see you again. This hurts yoo . It was suppose to our summer just the two of us we had so much in store . You had so much life in you bro . So much potential to be the greatest at anything you put your mind too. I wish I could hear your voice one more time . This doesn’t even feel real . This shit doesn’t feel right at all. I’m also hurt bro 🥺 unbelievable man . Save me a spot bro I’ll see you soon 🤍🤍🤍

Took jaz to see dolphins for her 19th birthday

Jazmine i loved you so much. I’ll never forget you.

Jazmine at my 21st

My heart breaks every time I think about you, I can’t stop imagining all the things we never got to do, never got to say. I’m gonna miss you every day I keep pushing but I’m gonna make you proud. I just wish I could hold you one last time. I love  you so much Jazmine. More than you’d ever let me show you. But when we meet again you’ll know. I used to be so excited just to fall asleep with you so I could see your eyes in the morning, they’d turn gold and you’d always be clingy. Wrapping yourself around me. God you were so adorable. Those were the best moments of my life. I’m sorry this happened, I’ll love you until the end of time. Por siempre y para siempre, I’ll see you soon my love.

I caught her laughing at me bc I was taking her picture

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