You know it’s hard for me to deal with death , I don’t ever feel it until later . I hate when later starts. I hate the new routine. I barely even talk to people bro, you were really my only friend . We spoke everyday I can’t believe it was your time . I can’t believe you had to go so soon. I keep looking at our messages . I keep reminiscing. Trying to keep you in the most positive light . Remember you like the last time I saw you . So happy and bubbly. I wish this was easy bro . I wish we could have one more deep conversation . I wish we could share one more TikTok . I wish i would’ve got the chance to meet your folks . I hope they are healing ❤️🩹 this shit don’t ever get easier . You just get use to feeling . And that’s the part I hate the most . Rest peacefully beautiful 💓 we’ll meet again
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2022, Gloucester City, NJ, USA
Jazmine’s Celebration of Life table
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Keep thinking about us laying up on the stone hut looking at the stars and just talking about life, you’d always get cold after like 5 minutes but you loved that spot. That and our roofs, mine in willingboro and your moms, watching squirrels and you trying to take them all as pets.. I miss you man..
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Jazzy ,
So this has taken me a few days to write this. From the first time I met you I knew you were special. You were gorgeous, Smart, funny kind but most of late,always late . If I ever wanted you to be somewhere I’d just tell you an hour a head of time, because that was Jaz.
Always running late with a Dunkin coffee in her hand telling me she just woke up or she had to stop and get something and she would be right there. No matter what , it was so hard to get mad at her. Why ? You ask ? because her manners always shinned through. Her helllooooo. Or all she had to do was smile .
Jaz would say what is going on ? It Always made me smile. For someone being so young, she always saw the good in everyone. Jaz always told everyone they looked good . As a matter of fact she always said BEAUTIFUL!
When we used to talk about a lot of things …. And mean everything !!!Most nights I’d stand by her car talking to for what seem like forever giving her advice. Hoping she listen . One if things she would tell me would be How much fun she used to have with Aurora and what she was looking forward to doing with her as she got older and I used to tell her that you better guide her in the right direction. As a joke Jaz would call me her second mom. So losing Jazmine hurts.
I have a lot of fond memories of Jazmine. I really do. I’ll miss making her one of her favorite sandwiches….The first thing she would ask me to do was get her something to eat . An Italian hoagie with hot peppers ,Sriracha sauce, and no tomatoes. She would literally sing oh thank you!!!
Sometime we just do not have enough memories. Life is unfair and we do not know why .
So My beautiful ,stunning ,Gorgeous Jazmine /Jazzy this is not goodbye this is see you later . We love you Jaz
Love 💕
Rach
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She slept over my house with my friend keira. we had a girls night.
In response to "When was the last time you spent time with Jazmine?"
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our home town Gloucester, things shes given me, tarot, the train to philly,
In response to "What always reminds you of Jazmine?"
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Dancing with the angels - K-Love suggested this song - it’s so fitting for my daughter. I love you Jazmine❤️ I miss you so much!
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