So sorry to hear about Jason's passing - Even only having had really known him for a short period as kids, I still have strong fond memories of hanging out.

You are missed so much. I miss our talks and I'll never forgot the first time we hung out and I saw thru all your tough guy stuff and saw this vulnerable scared boy begging to be saved. I really miss you Jason. As much as you drove me crazy sometimes, I never thought you wouldn't be in my life permanently. I wish I could have been there for your memorial service but you're watching so you know why I didn't get the invite. I still can't believe you're really gone sometimes and it stings Everytime the truth hits me again. I love you so much my friend I hope you hear me talking to you and yelling at you sometimes too. You weren't supposed to leave yet. We only had 6.5 years. I wasn't ready to let you go yet! Don't be mad when I eat street tacos alone, In my mind you're next to me trying to sneak mine from my plate lol I know you're giving em hell on the other side. I'll see you when it's my turn and this time you better run to me for that hug. Until then Jason you're loved and missed so much. 

One of my favorite pictures of Jason

Jason building houses, playing with the little ones.

Jason building houses

Cousins

Uncle Jason with his neice

Jason was my best friend, my other half and the love of my life. For over 2 1/2 years there wasnt a day that went by without atleast speaking to him.. I have so many good stories about him to choose from..

Here's a good one.. This was right after we moved in together. I started noticing that he called me ALOT during the day while I was at work. After about a week of this I got home and asked him, "do you realize you call me like 12 times a day? Why is that?" 

His reply was, "Well, I suppose Im needy." 

I raised my eyebrows and gave him a look like ooookkkayyy, that doesn't answer my question. 

He then says, "Look, I sorta miss you alot when you're not here... and I might kinda love you.. ok." 

Then he made some joke and made me laugh.

That was my Jason.. always making jokes, always trying to pretend he was some macho guy with no emotions. When in reality he was the sweetest, most caring, loving man in the world.

Miss him more than words can ever say.