Momma you gave me the best times , you put me through the toughest externship of life, and no matter what you were there through it all. Because of you i am strong, i am wise beyond all years, and i am proud to have grown into the woman that stands here today and i am honored that you had a huge hand in that....i am blessed that i was your daughter and i dont know how to say goodbye to you...I am not ready but i know that you were...youll no longer suffer and youll no longer feel the pains of this life...and that helps me to except that your gone...but know that ill still be talking to you years down the road just like i do dad...and it helps me to know that your with him now smoking peyote around the fires and driving one another mad..lol have to say goodbye to you in this life but now you stand with the rest of our ancestors and watch over my children and me and all of our loved ones still here. I love you mom...you are beautiful you are amazing ill hear you in my laughter and my childrens laughter ill see you in every smile and feel you in every warm ray of sun..every gentle breeze..ill hear you in every thundering storm and seek your wisdom in every star filled magical night sky....you are everywhere and you are everything...so dance and be free momma...please dont worry about me...you gave me all ill ever need. I love you i miss you...Janell Mae Duvall