My dad was miserable after his wife died. He drank himself to death. He partied until it died. He has fake friends, and he finally met all his kids. After that, he drank himself to death. I was the last person to see him alive, coherent, and gave him his meds. I had to call my mother( his 2nd wife), my stepdad( his dad's bffs son he grew up with then married my mom after), and their fucking stranger neighbor to pick my naked dad off a couch and put him on a wheelchair, then they carried him from there to a hospital bed. I gave my dad his emergency button, made sure his defibrillator was working and connected, his phone was within reach, and he BEGGED me to give him a hug before I left, which he made me do. I left, knowing he wouldn't make it much longer, went home to my husband and cried. The next morning at 3am, my grandfather parked outside my home and LAID on the horn. My husband got me up, and told me I had to drive my grandpa back to the ER. He couldn't see In the dark. HE risked his, my grandmother's once, and his life twice to come get me.  I called everyone I knew, and my brother and his gf were the only ones to show up. I went to breakfast with my kid and my gp's to ease their minds, and as SOON as we hit the floor to his room on the elevator....my dad died. My brother called me in shock as he and his ex were the only witnesses. As I walked past him, he could barely speak to me.   HOW DARE I LEAVE HIM ALONE TO SEE THAT?????!!!!! How fucking dare I? You have no idea guilt we feel over this, even knowing its coming. As his "friends" have all his belongings. Trunk from ww2, pictures I will never but will dontineto try try whole GD LIFE to get back, recorded tapes of the kids w/ BOTH parents while visiting them because DCS ( the pos fucking money racket company that stole them)SOLD my siblings to physically and mentally abusive pieces of shit adoptive "parents." WE finally found each other 17 years later, and if you think the 10 of us won't find ALL our father's belongings, imagine how hard OUR KIDS will look. How many of them will there be? If you have ANYTHING THAT BELONGS TO OUR DAD, UNLESS HE GAVE IT TO YOU PERSONALLY PUT IT OR MAIL IT TO 

1033 CAROLINA AVENUE

ERWIN,TN 37650

OR 

120 MILLE DR.

TELFORD, TN 37690

WE do not want to look for you, but until that trunk is at either place. We will.