Hey babe, I know I haven’t posted in awhile. Things have been crazy! I know I asked our family & friends not to post on here, I get it was selfish of me. I just wanted it to be a you & me thing, somewhere I can talk to you besides talking to you as if you are in the room with me. I thought I was doing better, but unfortunately I never knew grief like this. To lose the person that you planned on spending the rest of your life with is just beyond words! We recently moved out of the house, it was just too hard to be there without you. While packing up & going thru things, I found what you left me. I’m sure you saw my reaction when I found it. I just don’t know what to say or think. I know what you said but I still just don’t understand everything, I guess I never will. I wish this wasn’t so hard. Adilyn started her new school, I had to meet with the school counselor, her new teacher & the principal to explain that we lost you almost 5 months ago & how things have been. How we are both handling it etc. I realized that I will be forever having to explain that & why her daddy isn’t around & honestly it broke me all over again. Even tho I may always struggle with the loss of you, Adilyn is seemly stronger than I am. Not that she doesn’t miss you or talk about you because she does all the time but she just seem more accepting of it. Maybe that’s because she doesn’t have all the lingering questions as I do. Adilyn is still our greatest blessing, she amazes me everyday. She undoubtedly will make a difference in this world! We miss you, we love you 💕

Yesterday was our Anniversary, I know you were here with me! I Love You still - Everyday — with Jim & Katie - Together Always

Happy Birthday My Love - I will celebrate you every year until I can hold you in my arms again! Love Love Love You Babe 💗

Jim and his family

Our baby girl Adilyn arrived

Adi - Running around with daddy

Adilyn getting her adenoids removed

Jim carved our love into the tree in our backyard

Our Love - Jim and Katie