Her best friend, I will forever carry her wild free spirit with me ... Losing her was life changing, but she always seems to show me I haven't lost her, and she is with me daily... Through our good and not so good memories, certain situations and places I can feel her like she is actually here ... The pain of not speaking to you when I need you the most is unbearable, Help me find a way to communicate with you because you always knew just what to say to help me...