My Dearest Uncle Dodoy,

No words come close to describing the pain, sadness and emptiness losing you leaves in our hearts. You are sorely missed and deeply loved. You were more than just an Uncle to us, you were a second father who loved, spoiled and knew us from when we were little. You taught us kids how to play chess and never let us beat you. We grew up enjoying your delicious cooking. You were the brother Papang never had, enjoying the same love for cock fighting, San Miguel, Tanduay which later upgraded to the expensive bottles you brought when you went home to visit.

You prayed and bravely fought to get better. I saw where you wrote your name in your prayer book. I can only imagine how fervently you prayed, wishing for a miracle. We were all praying with you and for you but unfortunately it wasn’t meant to be. I try to tell myself that at least you’re no longer in pain but somehow that is not comforting at all. I don’t understand why you have to follow Papang and Mamang so soon. We are not over losing them and now we lose you, too. I truly, truly hope that you are all together reunited with Nanay. That thought does make me smile through my tears.

I’m glad you let me spend one day with you before leaving us. I’d like to believe that you knew I was there and that you heard me. I’m glad I got to see Kodiak where you chose to live for many years. I knew right away why you liked it there. It felt right and perfect for you. I was so happy to see how much Belma, Francis, Frederick and Britney love you. You left behind a beautiful family who will miss you terribly. May their memories of you keep them strong during this most difficult time.

I love you, my dearest Uncle Dodoy. Rest in peace in God’s kingdom. Hug Nanay, Lolo, Mamang and Papang for us…  

With much love,

Gaga