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Dotson its hard to think it’s been a year I still think about you often you were one of my closest friends in middle school and I feel I was a bad friend and I wish I could make it up to you and my biggest regret for the rest of my life will be that we didn’t stay in contact after school 

2 days after you passed i still didn’t know you were gone and sent you a message and wondered why you didn’t reply I wish I had sent it earlier 

The world didn’t deserve you dot

One year without you my love. I’m still not used to the quiet. When my phone rings I still think it’s you. I feel so empty. Therapy isn’t helping, neither are my meds. I feel hopeless, like there’s no way to be happy. I felt happier when you and Donnie were alive. At least I actually tried to be. I know how you felt. I don’t blame you my love. I wish things were different. A year doesn’t feel real. I haven’t changed much. I’m sure you have, wherever you are now. I love you. I’m sorry how life turned out 
i was lucky enough to be able to fall inlove with him. there isn’t a day where i wish things were different. i think losing him was the hardest thing. i mean what do you do when your boyfriend passes. yes i know i’m late but happy 17th birthday baby. our one year was august. lord i miss you.
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I’m sorry we never knew what you were going through. I’m deeply sorry and I hope you can find out how much people care for you months after. I hope you’re at peace 

we miss you so much, dotty.

not a day goes by that we don’t think about your laugh, your light, the way you made every room feel better just by being in it.

you were truly one of the good ones — kind, funny, real.

it still doesn’t feel real that you’re gone.

we wish we could’ve taken some of your pain away.

we wish you knew how deeply you were loved.

you’ll always be part of us.

always.

rest easy, beautiful soul. 🤍

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I miss you every day. I hate knowing you were with other people behind my back. I hate it. But I can’t stop loving you. I never got to give you anything I bought you. I now know why all your calls were short. And looking back at it i don’t think I was very important. I wish I could let it all out. But there’s no point anymore. I’ll never have closure. I won’t be able to heal. I’ve gone to therapy because of you and Donnie’s passing. It hasn’t helped. Meds have made it worse. Our cat went missing. I got a new boyfriend but I’m sure it won’t last with how upset I get. I wish you were still around. I’m dreading tomorrow. I’ll be completely alone for the first time in months. I miss your smile. I should’ve saw the signs. But I’ve always been blind. I love you Dotson. I don’t know when I’ll write again. It’s too painful.

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Dotson "Dotty B" Bouchard