Wow 45 sis that’s what you would have been today if you was still with us it’s hard to believe that your gone you put up one hell of a fight for a long time Nick is a good man for standing by you till the end not many men would have done that I can see why you loved him so much Happy Heavenly Birthday sis I love and miss you 

i love and miss you so much sis you was an amazing woman its hard to believe your gone it took me some time to come and actually say what is on my heart because i have been so hurt since you have passed its not the same without you i miss your sweet smile and your little smart remarks while watching a show or movie i miss just being able to come to your room and lay on the bed and just talk to you about what is on my mind weather it be about my relationship or just to bullshit about our day and things like that its hard sis i knew this day would come but i never knew it would be this soon  you fought so hard and we know nick was the reason you fought so hard sis thats what real love is and i hope and pray that me and mel have a love like you and nick had RIP sis gone but never forgotten