MOTHER. I KNOW YOU ARE IN A MUCH SAFER ENVIROMENT NOW. I WAS WITH YOU TO HOLD YOUR HAND, AND TALK WITH YOU FOR A WHILE. CAN'T TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME OR I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO DO SO. I STAND STRONG AS A WOMAN, MOTHER, SISTER, AND PERSON EVERY SINGLE DAY. NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF YOU. I ALWAYS SEE YOU AND FEEL YOU THROUGH MY YOUNGEST SON. SOMETIMES HE EVEN SAYS CERTAIN THINGS THAT ONLY YOU WOULD TELL ME, I AM NOT SURPRISED EITHER. IT IS YOU SHOWING ME THAT YOU ARE RIGHT HERE WITH ME AND YOU LOVE ME, BECAUSE YOU SEE INTO MY SOUL WITH GOD,AND YOU KNOW HE IS WHAT I VALUE AND LOVE THE MOST. GOD IS TAKING CARE OF ME, BY TAKING YOU UP TO HEAVEN. I FEEL JOY IN MY HEART THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER SUFFERING HERE ON EARTH. I'M AWARE THAT YOU WALK BESIDE ME TOO. THROUGH THE TOUGH TIMES, AND EVEN WHEN I'M RELAXING IN THE SUN WITH MY FEET IN THE POOL, I FEEL YOUR PRESENCE. I LOVE YOU MOM!! YOU WERE THE BEST MOTHER EVER!! NOW, IT'S MY TURN TO DO MY BEST UNTIL I CAN REST...