CJs immediate family had a private celebrity of his life, I was not able to get our 2 sons there on time that day because of a few different reasons. So, I want our 2 sons to be able to celebrity the life of their daddy. CJ has 3 sons; one has grown into a respectful wonderful young man. I am very proud of Zac. The other 2 boys CJ and I have together are ages 8, and 9. They don' fully understand why they now have to grow up without their daddy. It's a very sad and tragic all the way around. I don't believe any parent should have to go through the heartache and grief that comes from this. The saying "The good die young' has been proven now for sure. For whoever comes across this, always remember this: just because you make one bad choice and decision after another, and it takes someone longer to figure out this thing called life doesn't define them. Doesn't mean they are any less of a human than you are or the next person. People change on the daily, for the good and the bad. It doesn't mean that person doesn't feelings, it doesn't they are necessary a bad person either. Some people figure out what real happiness is and some people just give up after a certain time.