I miss you so much mom- today is no easier than it was the day you were taken from us. I love you so much. You would be so proud of your granddaughter.
I thought that after two years, it might hurt just a little less but every day, I cry at least once over losing you. I don’t know how to be a mom without my mom. I don’t know how to live without the other piece to my soul. The only thing that keeps me going is hearing your voice telling me to stop crying and keep pushing forward. I love you so much. I’m so very grateful to be the first born and have the most time with you. I watched you grow up as I grew up with you. Not a day goes by mom that I don’t think about you and that my heart doesn’t hurt for you. Please give Grandma a big hug for me and grandpa and you guys all take care of each other up there. Ariel misses you and she’s growing up to be such a great kid.
I love you Mom, I miss you so much. I hope my tears make their way to heaven and you can feel how much I miss you..... I keep waking up hoping that this is all a nightmare... It has been a few months now and I keep wondering when will it get easier... I wish I had you to talk to right now more than ever... It is almost my bday, first year I have not cared one bit about it either... What is the point in celebrating the day I was born, when the person who gave you life is gone... I pray that you are watching over me... please give gma and great gma a huge hug for me. One day I will be with all 3 of you at the same time again... The most important women in my life... besides Ariel :) we love you!
I am so grateful for the trip we took to the Ocean. You were so full of life.... I know now you're at peace now. You and Grandma better behave yourselves. I miss you both terribly.
I miss you so much... everyday is a battle to live life without you. Trying to act normal or happy is tough. Please keep talking to me because I can hear you. I know what you want me to do, and I am going to make sure I do exactly that. That sunset that you and I talked about.... you were so right Mom!! That is something you and I will always share! And you're right no explanation needed about anything to anyone.... I LOVE YOU!!!
How do I say just a memory when it is so many memories? My whole childhood. Bingo, Leo Petisosa, WWE with the boys, dogs, cats, so many animals, more bingo. She told me at my wedding "The food is so good, not that stuffy crap"! Thought i would always get the chance to hug it out. Will miss you. ❤